someone told me blogger's down, that i can't post stuff.
PROVED YOU WRONG BAYBEHH!

i've been contemplating suicide. (and/or masochism)
I don't know, maybe it's just my mind. like, i have this penchant for sharp stuff like knives, swords and stuff. i have an okapi knife, 1 katana & 2 miniature swords (sharp nevertheless). and often, i'd just go to the kitchen and stare at my grandma's chopping knife. it's freakin awesome, i chopped her dishrag in half :D
anyway it started around last year i think. when i see knives or sharp stuff, i immediately imagine myself getting stabbed. and when i see my grandma's chopping knife, i wonder how it'd feel to chop my fingers off, particularly my ring fingers.
and my katana, the hilt kinda broke so i fixed it on a rope above my bed. i never bothered, but then i just realized just now it was kinda pointing down...on me.
maybe this should be on some yahoo question thread thing but i don't really care.

oh wow, i haven't been blogging for like x1432231 years!
who's reading anyway

okay so school like, damn horrible now! trials trials trials, can't get enough

Shall I compare thee to my add maths exams?
No, thou still art more ugly.

I'm all out of wit.

New Year New Ideas :D

So we were having BBQ at aunty ann's house, and I was like, omg? bloody hot these past few days. Like the Tiger's breathing down my back, perish the thought!

Anyway,boredom had me smsing a whole bunch of people and my phone kept going DING DONG DING DONG DING DONG till one aunty siting nearby commented to aunty ann :"ann, what's that doorbell sound?"
Omg my parents were smiling nonstop XD

Nothing more, just that rachel didn't really try to HIDE her sneaking glances...nah i'm just kidding. no really she even said to her friends :" there that one!" waving her hand towards my general direction.

What else? Woke up damn early today for uncle mun soon's brunch, left at 1 something..uh..and..present :D

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